Lately

Posted on April 26, 2006 | Filed Under Randomness, Day to day 

Lately…

…I have not been writing much on here, even though I usually write really good posts in my head on my walk home. Although today I just sang to myself the whole way. Thats right! Not even caring if anyone heard me. I really wish I could sing well and actually carry a tune.  It started with a really annoying song that was in my head from the radio at work, and then I sang other songs just to get that one out.
…I have been very annoyed at work and managing to bite my tongue when really I just want to yell “SHUT UP” or “AAAAAAFRRRRGHHH”  and then realizing that its probably just me being grumpy. The job hasnt changed so it must be me. I think I am getting very antsy about having to continue doing my old job when I was offered a promotion two months ago. But word on the street is that there is a new person hired to replace me and she is starting in early May, but I wont hold my breath until she actually walks in.

…Ive been missing my friends in Victoria and feeling kind of cut off from them. It seems like every time I talk to them there is another big change going on that I missed or didnt know about. I guess its bound to happen, but Ive decided to try a bit harder at keeping in touch with the people I miss.

…Ive been really looking forward to summer and then I realize that its been almost a year since I moved here and somehow the time has flown by. And I realize that I feel very much at home and happy here.

…Ive been thinking that theres something missing and I think its because I dont really have a creative outlet. I dont draw or paint anymore and I dont write poetry or dance, or anything…Its something I have to figure out and start doing because I know I tend to bottle and keep things inside so I gotta let it out!  I feel a bad poem coming on….
Sorry this is fairly random, but thats whats been up. :)
~L


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